Well hello, you faithful readers! What, there are none of you? Such a shame... Well, if there were any, you would have definately given up on me by now; it's been months since I've updated. I have three xangas now:

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http://www.xanga.com/bookworm_1988" title="http://www.xanga.com/bookworm_1988" target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/bookworm...

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Don't waste your time trying to read the last two, everyone's blocked from ever seeing them. Except Stephanie. And she better consider herself lucky. At any moment I could block her, too. I'm a very private person, okay? Yeah, and I don't plan on posting on here a lot. This place isn't interesting to me anymore.

God Bless,
sarah

i like xanga.  no subjects...  so, anyway.  when i want to put on more than one post a day and don't want to look sad and pathetic on xanga, i come here to ramble for awhile.  it leaves a warm feeling in ur stomache when u realize u have 197 songs on ur playlist and none of them were downloaded illegally and none of them have curse words in them.  it just makes me feel good inside...

i've got church tomorrow.  i'm going to 'help' mom monday at school.  then thursday i have to go back to school.  it's my senior year.  i'm not ready for that.  please don't let it go by really fast, b/c i'm not prepared to be making decisions for the rest of my life. 

i'm afraid i'm going to be cutting down on my blog now, all u faithful readers.  i've got a xanga site:  http://www.xanga.com/pishposh06" title="http://www.xanga.com/pishposh06" target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/pishposh... 

and there ppl actually reply to my postings! sometimes...  which is better than here!  no one replies here.  nobody loves me, everybody hates me, think i'll go eat worms.  great big fat worms...  u know how the song goes, i don't need to type it out for u.

well, highlight of this summer (yes, slightly above d.c.):

i got to hold a blue heron!  oh yes, hold it in my hands.  it was in my aunt's yard with a broken wing, and since they have about 7 dogs, my cousins decided to put it in the horse trailer.  well, today my aunt had to go to a horse show, so mom and i had to do something about the bird (who i've named herman).  we decided to take it to the grundy lakes and turn it loose and hope for the best.  well, that involved picking it up.  and i got to pick it up!  and hold it all the way up there, and then turn it loose.  it was so AWSOME!!!  so maybe i'm easily amused, it was still cool.  those are big 'ol birds.  of course, mom and dad will prob. find it's dead body up there tomorrow, but it was my good deed for today...

washington was awsome!  i had so much fun.  i made at least 5 friends (i hope...).  no, i made more than that.  but who knows how long the friendships will last?  i mean, i spent 5 wks with ppl in sewanee and the only friendship i got out of that was stephanie.  but that's a really good friendship, tho.  so maybe i'll get a good one out of this trip.  doubt it...  i've e-mailed everyone, and so far 2 have e-mailed me back.  and only 1 more than once.  but that's okay. 

i don't want to go back to school.  there's still a month b4 we go back, but i'm really dreading it.  we're going to be seniors!  that'll be great, but that also means that next year we're not coming back.  i don't know if i'm ready for that. 

well, i'm supposed to be cleaning my room right now.  i've got about half of it done.  i do a little section at a time.  actually, i just move all the junk from one spot to another so the first spot looks clean.  now i've forced all of it into half my room and i don't know wat to do with it.  but instead of going back into the heat, i'm going to play the sims.  it's miserable up there.  there's no a/c.  i have 2 windows and a fan, but that doesn't really help a lot.  i'm up there in shorts and a tank top sweating, and i come down here and i freeze to death.  no happy medium.

i think i've rambled enough, so i'm going to turn the internet off and turn the sims on.  nice chatting with u, my imaginary friends...

well, I just got an odd call from Tusculum (sp?) college.  some lady asked if i got my information to apply and i said no, and then she hung up.  odd...

anyway, i'm leaving to go to washington tomorrow.  early in the morning.  i'm excited and nervous at the same time.  i need to go pack.  well, i also have to finish my speech.  i'm supposed to give a three minute speech and i wrote it last night and i was almost done so i decided to time it, and i've gone over the limit by at least 40 seconds.  but if i talk really fast i should do it.  but i'm not done yet.  i think i'll eat lunch and then pack...then maybe i'll work on the speech.  or i could just stop....  hmmmmmmm........

well, i'm about to go off to chuch camp with stephanie.  wish me luck.  i've never been inside a church of god church, much less spent an entire week surrounded by it.  i'm methodist, but i guess all that really matters is jesus as ur savior.

i'm kind of bored right now.  i've got another 30 min. at least b4 we leave, so i don't want to start anything, but i have nothing to do for 30 min...