i like xanga.  no subjects...  so, anyway.  when i want to put on more than one post a day and don't want to look sad and pathetic on xanga, i come here to ramble for awhile.  it leaves a warm feeling in ur stomache when u realize u have 197 songs on ur playlist and none of them were downloaded illegally and none of them have curse words in them.  it just makes me feel good inside...

i've got church tomorrow.  i'm going to 'help' mom monday at school.  then thursday i have to go back to school.  it's my senior year.  i'm not ready for that.  please don't let it go by really fast, b/c i'm not prepared to be making decisions for the rest of my life. 

i'm afraid i'm going to be cutting down on my blog now, all u faithful readers.  i've got a xanga site:  http://www.xanga.com/pishposh06" title="http://www.xanga.com/pishposh06" target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/pishposh... 

and there ppl actually reply to my postings! sometimes...  which is better than here!  no one replies here.  nobody loves me, everybody hates me, think i'll go eat worms.  great big fat worms...  u know how the song goes, i don't need to type it out for u.

well, highlight of this summer (yes, slightly above d.c.):

i got to hold a blue heron!  oh yes, hold it in my hands.  it was in my aunt's yard with a broken wing, and since they have about 7 dogs, my cousins decided to put it in the horse trailer.  well, today my aunt had to go to a horse show, so mom and i had to do something about the bird (who i've named herman).  we decided to take it to the grundy lakes and turn it loose and hope for the best.  well, that involved picking it up.  and i got to pick it up!  and hold it all the way up there, and then turn it loose.  it was so AWSOME!!!  so maybe i'm easily amused, it was still cool.  those are big 'ol birds.  of course, mom and dad will prob. find it's dead body up there tomorrow, but it was my good deed for today...