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| Mamaw and Papaw's |
| 05.31.04 (2:24 pm) [edit] |
I love going to Mamaw and Papaw's. it's so fun. Van and Kathy and Wendell and Karen and Ben and two of his friends and Kristin and Amy and Micheal and Jason and Regina and Montana were all there. oh, and Will and his gf Amber, I think's her name, were there for a little while.
it was just fun. I enjoy going somewhere else, and getting to see all my cousins that I don't see a lot and staying in such a nice house and getting to play cards is fun. not to mention that I took my PS2 with me, so that was fun, too.
it was also very nice to realize that there are decent guys out there. Ben's friends were twins--incredibly tall.....--but they were Christians, and weren't perverted, and didn't curse; they were nice ppl. I'd give anything for there to be one person my age like that in Grundy County. my friends are great, don't get me wrong, but you're not Christians, and so that means that you want me to do things that are against my beliefs, whether or not you know it. it really bothers me when you say I'm perverted.
okay, I'm eating a popcicle, and it's really hard to type, so I'm going now.
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| **tear |
| 05.26.04 (10:23 am) [edit] |
my hair's gone!! so sad.... it's short. right above my shoulder. it's all gone...... I'm actually almost depressed, even if it is cooler. it's going to take some definate getting used to, that's for sure.
we're redoing my bathroom, because the toilot won't stop running water through it when u flush, and the sink leaks. so we were going to get a new sink, but that means we've got to take it out, and there's no flooring underneath the counter, and the one we've got now is smaller, so there'd be no wallpaper or floor for a couple inches. which means new floor, and taking down the wallpaper and painting. we've already got a new sink and toilot, I've picked out the paint--Mom and Dad don't like it, they say it's too "green" watever that means. I told them I wanted it green, but I guess they thought pastel or something. but mine's a seriously bright green. we've not got a floor yet, but we're gonna get a white one. and Mom's decided to paint her walls a color instead of just off-white. that's wat all our walls are except in this room, which is wood paneling **gag**, my room, which is blue, and Amy's room, which is green. but her's is a pale green, with dark green trim.
all I've been doing for the past 2 days is putting primer on the walls. not fun. but I'm working for Mom this summer. her wish is my command.
I don't know why I always type on this. I guess I'm faster at typing than I am at writing, and it's neater. I've got a journal, but I don't write in it as much. I'm just not good at writing, because I can't erase as well as pushing backspace. besides, I use an inkpen. but I'm going to get better. I get a new one every year for my birthday, and I'm going to write in this new one every day. even if all I put is "man, it's 12:00. I'm really tired, so I'm goin to bed now." it's really thick and I want to fill it up.
oh, and the biggest surprise ever: I'm getting contacts! and it's going to be a surprise, because no one ever reads this, and they won't know that I've gotten them until they see me, and they won't know about my hair, either. mwhahahahahaha..... okay, I'm really tired.
I just went riding. I rode Misty and Mom walked. she had to if I want to ride. I offered to let her have a horse, but she didn't want to. I don't know why..... so she walked. I got about 1/4 the way down the trail, and asked if she wanted to turn around. she said, "no, we're not turning around until you fall off so you know it's dangerous and I don't have to do this anymore." I laughed at her. when we got back she said if she'd known it was going to be a jog instead of a walk, she would've had me turn around a long time before we made it all the way to the end and had to turn around. she should've been with me.... Misty knew we were going home, so she got.....excited. it was fun. she shied, and I almost fell into a tree.
well, I'm gonna go now, see wat all's goin on outside of this room. sick of this room....
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| aggrivated |
| 05.25.04 (1:51 pm) [edit] |
so annoyed right now. Mom and Dad said I could ride horses by myself. that was last year. I did a couple times, but never really felt like it. now I really want to ride horses, and I even asked Mom if she wanted to go with me, and she said "no, I'm going to have to leave in an hour, so I don't have the time." if we'd left right then, we'd already be back now. I didn't gripe about not getting to, so I asked her if I could go by myself, and she said "no, I asked Lanny (Dad), and he said you'd better not ride by yourself, you might get hurt. wat if something spooks your horse, and u fall off and no one's here and you're lying out in the woods bleeding to death?"
I wasn't even going into the woods very far!! mostly I was just going to practice trail and ride up and down that little hill that goes into the woods. Mom said, "y don't u ask Elizabeth to do with you?" I don't want to!! I want to ride by myself!! and besides, she gets on my nerves sometimes... adults do a lot now, and I don't want to be around them. I want to get away. then she told me to ask Stephanie. she lives in Pelham!! by the time I called and asked, she got permission, and we drove all the way down there to pick her up, Mom wouldn't have been able to take her home and still go where ever she's going in 20 min!! then she wanted me to ask Heidi, and I love her to death, but she talks a lot. and I'm not sure how much she rides a horse, and then I'd have to saddle one, and unsaddle it, and she's still in school, because Monteagle doesn't get out until tomorrow. so she's prob. got a test or something, I don't know.
all I want to do is ride a horse. I won't even go into the woods. I just want to get out of this house!! and there's nowhere to go, even if I did have a liscense!!!
okay, I've vented my frustration, now I'm going over to cry in Misty's mane, just because I can. that's all I can do, but I'm going to do it.
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guess wat?!?! they won't even let me cross the street to pet the horses!!!!!! this is a bunch of bull. it's like I'm trapped. I can't ride horses, I can't [i]walk across the street[/i] and [i][u]pet[/u][/i] them!!!
I put on my shoes to walk over there, and I told Dad, and he said, "is anyone over there?" I said it didn't matter, I was just going to pet them, not ride, and he told me I couldn't!!!!! he said, "you might get run over." watever! I've walked across the road more times than (insert something relevent, I'm too upset to think right now)!!! honestly, it's something we do almost every day! it's not like we're seperated by the interstate!! it's a little 2-lane that sees maybe 30 cars a day. I'm so mad. and they've gone to their little meeting. didn't even tell me bye. I know that's completly irrelevent, but it certainly doesn't help me at all. I'm stuck in this house. I want to leave.
WHY CAN'T I PET HORSES!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!? !?!?!?!
excuse me, I'm going now. I'm really upset. and it's over something stupid, but I'm still really mad.
my room always smells bad, no matter wat I do. I clean the friggin litter boxes out every day, wat more do they want?!? the T.V.'s always too loud. everything I ever watch is "trash". when they watch a show, then get up and leave and I sit down and am reading a book, and watever comes on after their show comes on, and it's bad, then I "need to turn that trash off" they can't believe I watch stuff like that. they always complain. Mom makes me watch her stupid shows, then falls asleep before they're even half-way over!!!!!!!!
I'm going to go now
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| just finals now!! |
| 05.17.04 (2:39 pm) [edit] |
yes, Monday's over, last full day. so happy now. I'm goin to the fair tomorrow, working it Wednesday, grad. is on Thursday, Shrek 2 on Friday, and the district horse show on Saturday.
I moved my PS2 upstairs Saturday. that was a lot more difficult than u would think. a lot of wires that I had to cord through a lot of holes. I've got 4 electrical outlets in my room. one's got 3 plugged into it, one's got 2, but one's an extension cord with 2 in it, and one's a power strip that's got 3 or 4 things plugged into it. one's got a fridge and a plant light. the other one's empty, because it's behind a really heavy bookshelf and I can't move it.
I don't know why that's important, but I thought u might like to know.
Mom's got to go back out to the high school, because she's doing that early start thing for then new freshmen, and they've got a big parent-dinner thing tonight. she prob. won't get home until 8:00, so I made her bring me home. I don't know when it starts, but it's 5:35 now, and I think it starts at 6:00. so she'd better hurry.
also not important, and I know u didn't want to know.
is my life so pathetic that I update this every day? I don't do it every day, but several times a week... is that bad? I enjoy it. it's like a journal, and I love writing in my journal.....
well, I'm gonna go play my PS2, and that means I can't keep typing, so I've got to leave this happy place.
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| monday's it |
| 05.16.04 (4:36 pm) [edit] |
then it's 2 half days and I'm done!!! oh, yes, my friend, no more school for 8 wks. and never any more wellness. that's the best part. no more geometry.
Heidi's here now, but I can't talk about her, because she might go to this blog and read it. (yeah, right) just kidding, btw, u know I never talk about u, Heidi. I just think things in my mind.....
of course, I said that about Micheal (still don't know if it's ae or ea) coming and seein Amy's dress, but he did. he didn't look, but he could've.
g2g, Heidi's coming.
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| slide show |
| 05.11.04 (6:17 pm) [edit] |
we've got a slide show due tomorrow in 1st. I hope it's done. I was doin a final check and got halfway through when the bell rang. I've got to download a song for it. I don't want to, I don't really like downloading songs, but I've got to have one, but that means that I've got to re-install Kazaa or LimeWire, or something, cause Jason deleted everything. very annoying.
the concert was today. Dad was late, so he only recorded the last song, but I'm not complaining. the new director seems okay. I didn't know who he was for a long time, no one bothered to tell me.... he was kind of scary, he just stared during the concert.
PinkE's being a pain. she always is when I'm on the comp. has to be on my lap. so she climbs up my pants. very painful.
I missed American Idol!!! made me so mad.... grrrr... we got home too late, anyway. I'll get to see small parts of it tomorrow, but they said that Simon apologized!! and the black dude made sense!! and I missed it all. *sigh Rough life I live.
well, I'm gonna go see if I can find some food to eat. we went to the softball game, we lost, 2-3. really sad. the last batter was almost crying when she struck out. felt sorry for her.
4 more days!!! then no more wellness!! or geometry!!
gonna go now............
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| new school prayer |
| 05.10.04 (5:50 pm) [edit] |
Now I sit me down in school
Where praying is against the rule
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all.
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.
They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible.
To quote the Good Book makes me liable.
We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen,
And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King.
It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong,
We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong.
We can get our condoms and birth controls,
Study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles.
But the Ten Commandments are not allowed,
No word of God must reach this crowd.
It's scary here I must confess,
When chaos reigns the school's a mess.
So, Lord, this silent plea I make:
Should I be shot; My soul please take!
Amen
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| I'm back!!! |
| 05.10.04 (4:34 pm) [edit] |
that's right, I'm back, and a ton of stuff's happened! we had to reformat our comp. Jason saved everything to CDs and started over. now we've got McAfee and it's a beautiful thing. except now it works too good. it blocked the comments, but I finally fixed that. thank goodness. I'd never get all those millions of comments that my ppls leave.
NHS induction was today. (National Honor Society). and Beta, and Quill and Scroll. that was--okay, not the most fun in the world. but we got to leave band early, and Ms. Basham was bein a pain today. don't know what her deal was. needed a nap. the concert's tomorrow, so maybe she was freakin out.
I got a new cat, PinkE. from the Pink Panther, Pinky and The Brain, whatever u want. I don't really know where I got it. but I'm about to kill her, cause she keeps tryin to get up here on the computer, and she gets on the keyboard, or sits in front of the moniter and watches the mouse. so annoying. but I think constant meowing's worse. but I can't back down now, cause then she'll become a big butt-hole. "give and inch and they take a mile"
Pepper's still a pain. but u gotta love her. maybe this rain'll wash away the nasty pond smell that she's got from playin in the mud. prob. just make it worse.
5 days!!!!!! not counting the two half-days, but those don't count.
Graduation's next Thursday!! Gonna miss all u Seniors!! Kim, Dawn, Lisa, Prater, Casey, Jared, anyone else in band, sry, in a hurry, want to eat....
the fair's next week, too. gotta work the parking Wednesday 6:45-9:00. prob. gonna go over there that afternoon and just stay. Stephanie's workin from 4:00-9:00, just so she's with Lisa and Ashley, and them, and then me. I feel so loved..... but she's gonna come over that night, cause she doesn't have a ride home, and we're gonna take her back Thursday, sometime. might go back to school, who knows.....
District 4-H Horse Show's Thursday-Saturday, but I've got to go Sat, cause of Grad. normally I go on Thurs. that's the SSH stuff, but it's always the same night of grad. *sigh, rough life. so I'm in there with my little, fat, almost-pony Misty with these Arabians and crap, tryin to get a walking horse to trot!!! but I've got to be in this show to go to State, and that's when I'm gonna be bringin in the points, baby. gonna be all over those SSH trail classes!!!!
well, I've gotta go now, the noodles for the spaghetti r gettin colder than they already were, so I'm gonna go. yep, leaving now. cya. buh-bye
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| spyware |
| 05.01.04 (6:28 pm) [edit] |
our computer's got spyware. can someone help? how do we get rid of it? cause I can't do anything without the internet shutting down. I can talk on messenger, but whenever I try to get on webpages, like this, it'll freeze. so I'm hurrying. if anyone's got any info about it, e-mail me:
bookworm_1988@yahoo.com
sdbell88@yahoo.com
and, no, this isn't a trick to get ppl to e-mail me, we really do need help!
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